Description: The book is the life story of a woman over 40 years old, who gets completely out of joint by the love of a young man. She's had a lot of suffering and pain all her life and has now reached the point where she no longer trusts anyone and withdraws from the world outside. She was always a fighter, but now she has no strength to fight. She tries to work through her life and everything that has happened with the help of a therapist in the clinic where she voluntarily went. Until she meets someone from the past whom she once loved very much.